Advice for Sybarites
Close Shave
Embracing the straight razor
My face is bleeding, and I can’t stop it.
Drops rise out of my neck. They bubble from my temple, my cheek, the edge of my mouth. I wipe the blood away with a wet hand, but it still seeps. I leave streaks and smudges. I press tissue paper to my face, only to pattern it with crimson spots. One cut would be fine, but I’ve broken skin a dozen times, all over.
Dear lord, I think. What did I just do?
The straight razor lies on the sink, its edge stained maroon. I break out of my trance. I absorb the damage I’ve done. The cuts burn, but I can handle that. Even the worst will scab over and vanish. When people ask, I’ll shrug it off. Got in a fight, I’ll say. And we’ll all laugh and leave it at that.
But my wife is downstairs. She has no idea I received this razor in the mail. One minute, we were talking in the kitchen; ten minutes later, I’ve lacerated my flesh. There’s no rhyme or reason to the cuts. It’s like I tried to head-butt a table covered in thumb-tacks.
How am I going to explain this? I think. What did I think I was doing? And why the hell didn’t I go to YouTube first?
Really, I just got carried away. I started shaving; I nicked myself; I kept going. It’s the…
